It's been a hot minute since I've had enough focus to sit down and write. My emotions have been all over the place, with the last few weeks bringing them all to the surface. There is so much going on in the World and there is so much going on in my life. I can generally take what life hands me fairly well, but this year has been one crazy ride. It feels like forever ago that I was sitting on the beach in Florida working on self-love and healing, processing the journey I was now on. I was focused on myself and I was finding true happiness. I was clear on my path and what direction I was headed. But as is life, the plans I had and the path I thought I was on came to a screeching halt. I had made the decision to undergo a preventative mastectomy and reconstruction and I had the surgery all lined up for April. I had done a lot of praying and a lot of meditation to come to that decision and I was mentally prepared and ready to go. Then the pandemic hit and everything w